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It's been quiet here on my little dA page. I've been lurking, I'm here every day, but I haven't submitted a photo in almost a year, nevermind been at all social. I don't even browse much anymore.
I took some photos over New Year's when I was in a beautiful mountain cabin in the middle of nowhere. Those photos are still on my memory card, which has not been removed from my camera. I tried to get my website nailed down and functional, and that simply slipped out of my grasp. The idea of picking up my cameras seems more a chore than a delight. I've tried everything I can think of to renew my interest - browsing inspiring artwork, buying equipment and software I've wanted for years, reading about ideas and tutorials and explanations of photography and art theory. These things got me excited for very brief moments, not even long enough to pick up my equipment and check to see if the batteries have kept their charge over the last year. (I managed to check at one point - they haven't.) I haven't even started the curriculum for the New York Institute of Photography, and this August(ish) will be the year 2 mark of the three years I have to complete everything.
Losing all of my old raw images certainly didn't help.
Someday I hope I can rekindle my passion for photography. I loved creating beautiful images; they were my pride. Right now though, I have no idea when - or if - that will happen.
I took some photos over New Year's when I was in a beautiful mountain cabin in the middle of nowhere. Those photos are still on my memory card, which has not been removed from my camera. I tried to get my website nailed down and functional, and that simply slipped out of my grasp. The idea of picking up my cameras seems more a chore than a delight. I've tried everything I can think of to renew my interest - browsing inspiring artwork, buying equipment and software I've wanted for years, reading about ideas and tutorials and explanations of photography and art theory. These things got me excited for very brief moments, not even long enough to pick up my equipment and check to see if the batteries have kept their charge over the last year. (I managed to check at one point - they haven't.) I haven't even started the curriculum for the New York Institute of Photography, and this August(ish) will be the year 2 mark of the three years I have to complete everything.
Losing all of my old raw images certainly didn't help.
Someday I hope I can rekindle my passion for photography. I loved creating beautiful images; they were my pride. Right now though, I have no idea when - or if - that will happen.
Infrared!
I just purchased a shiny new infrared Nikon D200! I AM SO EXCITED OMG
Kind of stunned - update
All of my photography - the raw images, the photoshop files, everything from when I first started in 2007 to the most recent strawberry photo - they're gone. The external hard drive that held everything was knocked off my desk and broken. The files are probably retrievable, but I don't have a spare $1,000 sitting around to pay for it.
I'm still not sure how to react. Five years of photo work, gone in the space of a few seconds.
Stuff is still online here and elsewhere in small, low-res form, which is good. Little windows of the real thing.
:(
EDIT
I did some digging on my computer hard drive, a
DELETING EVERYTHING
Not my gallery or whatever. My inbox. :paranoid: There's stuff in there two years old that I've always meant to read/view/comment on, and it's just not gonna happen at this point. I hate doing this sort of thing because everything there deserves comments, but I just don't have the energy for it.
In other news, now that I've graduated, moved, and the new job is starting to not be 12-hour days of mind-numbing busy-ness, I might actually be able to start with the photography again. Specifically, getting with the program of the New York Institute of Photography, which I signed up for almost a year ago and have done almost nothing with (:doh
Dear Colorado:
PLEASE STOP BURNING.
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please cheer up your photos are beautiful and others appreciate them!